Sunday, December 8, 2019

Complexities and Interactions

Time to write for you Jolly,

I do not want to read “rebel” girls to you tonight, what if you do not want to be rebel or not comfortable being girl.
Who controls your mind and body! (re)create your emotions, crawl over your curves and let you do same? Have you thought that? 
No one or everyone you interact and everything (non human too) you interact, world is not made of human beings only. Yes! Everything controls in some or the other relations. 

Jolly look around many a times, actually most of the times you are in a space full of material artefacts and everything is interacting with you. Realising few and not sensing some of those is also something worth pondering over. 

Dear, it is getting complicated, I know! But over the years I have started to believe that world is that way and I need to share it with you, I need to share it with us, by sharing it with you. 

You remember when was the last time you were sitting on a chair and your skin got mark. You must have noticed sometimes but not always. It was some object very close to your physical body and in that interaction it got materialised as mark: a change in skin, something that you felt by visual senses, touch and may be smell (if object was interacting in a manner to cause your skin to sweat). This is every inanimate, harmless experience but other interactions may be different and some may have ability to create complex feelings, emotions (good, bad, positive negative). The very fact that you and he/she were so close that you could say that as touch, the cover of blanket over that touch (added another ability to it)— if that is making you feel something, live it and do not be scared. You need not be scared dear that is what I am trying to tell you here, do not let blanket (cover) tell you to miss out something, or force you to experience other things. This will happen and this is complexities of interactions.

So Jolly, If you realise that you need to do something, do it! if you value that thing, value in that moment (and its on you to define moment as immediate, later or never, it can be as fuzzy as you feel like). You need not be definite in your interactions as definitive is normative and normative is control (control over our emotions and body, control over our physical, metaphysical and digital selves). 

This is as complicated as it reads, that is how things are. Do not be scared of complexities and interactions.

Love
Zaania

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